Speechless...

higher expectation = bigger pressure

crap...
this is all Mr Lua's fault...

Birthdays!!!

Happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...

well... today is my brother - toh khiing's birthday...
and susan teah's - my friend...
and also mr darmain's - my legal methods lecturer...
~funny...
so many people on the same day...
and i think friday is ms khadijah's - my contract lecturer...
gosh......

and yesterday was jecintha's birthday...
hu~
i nearly forgot, then i saw people wishing her on facebook so i quickly called her... like 马上 立刻...
at 10 something at night... like 2 hours before its over... haha...

anyways...
just want to wish all of them a happy birthday and may God bless them in whatever they do...

ps> i smsed my brother just after 12 midnight... so i was right on time...
and when i woke up i read the sms that he sent me asking me for present... FUNNY... my purse has like no extra cash... damn... have to save just to buy him present... and he already told me what he want... then when i called him in the afternoon, my family was like eating cheese cake... can't remember what flavour though... and my cousin smsed me telling me that she was also there celebrating my brother's birthday... ISH!!!

pss> i so miss jecintha... i haven't seen her in like ages...

psss> yes i know i am crapping away...

Relief......

negotiations was a breeze...
if i may say so...
ms visalrani, my legal skills lecturer, was super super fast...
mine was supposed to be 2.45 pm but ended being done by 12 noon...
had lunch, at secret recipe with hui xin and ken, and got back to residence... all before 2.45 pm...
damn fast...
she gave each group like only 5 to 6 minutes... and the schedule was like 15 minutes per group...
seriously have no idea what she was rushing for...

anyways...
on friday i was suppose to meet joey and elsha right...
guess what...
joey couldn't...
JOEY couldn't... joey COULDN'T...
she had discussion or something...
ish!!!
told you she is super busy...... like SUPER... like VERY...
but what to do... we are re-scheduling... for wednesdy...
but for this have to confirm again coz i may have extra consti class...
damn...

oh wells...

neways...
my mom just told me that she bought a new car... although i don't know is it second hand or not... but the point is that FINALLY... my parents have been thinking of this for like years... not months but YEARS...
and the 重点 is that i also finally can drive again...
woo~
haven't drove in a long time... like long long long long long time...
hope i haven't forgotten how to... hahaha...

ahh... have very little time to exams...
and so may not blog as often...
but may try my hardest... hehe...
so...

Wednesday and no class at all......

hu hu......
as per my title...
today is wednesday and i have no classes at all...
tomorrow also no classes...
all lecturers have gone for training...
and so...
~woohoo!!!

but... this saturday is my second assessment for legal skills...
negotiations... that is, negotiating with the other party's lawyers and come to an agreement...
haiz... i think its either 15 % or 20 % of total marks leh...
so punya banyak...

ahh...
but on friday i'm meeting joey and elsha!!!
~woohoo...
havent seen them in a long time... especially elsha...
definitely cant wait to see them... we are meeting at mid valley...
hehe... its the closest to me...
just pray that joey doesnt 'fang ge zi' or 'fang fei ji'... 放鸽子... 放飞机...
every time want to meet joey she'll have something on...
super busy woman...

besides all these...
doing nothing else... but studying...
me and a friend set a target each week to study several chapters...
haiyo...
better than nothing... at least we remind one another that we are suppose to study...
i'll start on past year papers by next week lo...
definitely have to start by next week...
definitely...

hai hai...
done crapping...

on another note...
i'm gaining weight... and losing hair...
ahhh... noooooo......
so not good...

Stop and look!!!

hahaha......
look to the right of my blog and scroll downwards...
there are two parts or sections which are classified as 'friends~'...
a question... which is better...
hehe... i love asking for opinions...
and if you are asking... i want your opinions then i'll link those that i haven't link...
i forgot, i lazy, i 'bin tua' [if you understand], i'm waiting...

ps> sister... just wait ah... keep forgetting you... muahahahaha... [evil laugh]

Thursday...... cats and dogs......

~huh......
one more day then WEEKEND...
~woohoo!!!

i am typing this while it is raining and thundering outside...
actually can kah???
while there is thunder outside then use computer... inside...
err... is it dangerous...???
mana tau suddenly...... hahaha... scaring self only...

woo... lets do this again... updates first...
1. criminal test tomorrow... on offences against property and criminal damage...
2. probably tomorrow's consti & admin lecture will be cancelled because mr lua hospitalised... highly likely... erm... can i shout for joy...??? on the part where there is no class... hehehe...
3. okay... the thunder just got louder...
4. my aunt is going back to kk on saturday with jia jia (my cousin) and maid...
5. now there is thunder and lightning... and very loud...
ahhh... scary scary...

well...
last sunday i had lunch with uncle mike, aunty siow ling, fen and dao ming... my dad's brother's family...
oh...
and i stayed over at my aunt's place... to accompany her and to... erm... EAT... hahaha... its like my weekly dosage of meat... especially pork... hahaha...

anyways...
class is as usual...
AND...
my final examination for the year is in exactly 2 months...
2 months...
2 months...
ooo...... lots to read and study in so little time...
ahhhhhhhhhhh......

ok ok... have to go...

ps> now its raining cats and dogs... thats why i added to my title...
and the thunder is so getting louder by the minute...

pss> fans of taiwanese dramas and such... especially SISTER...
check out this website... has like everything... TAIWAN ENTERTAINMENT...

psss> i found out by accident...... hehehe......

Hai Hai......

well...

first on the list... updates...
1. my dad is in sarikei, sarawak for my aunt 大母's funeral... not sure when though... i think my cousins from here also went back with my uncle 七叔...
2. my brother is in sandakan representing KK for high jump... i think, i'm not too sure coz i just found out yesterday from my sister...
3. my cousin, eldest 表姐, who i usually eat sunday lunch with, is now back in KK... ish...
4. my another cousin, 第二表姐, who is in perth studying nutrition, is also going back to KK soon... double ish...
5. i am suppose to start studying like 5 months ago... [banging head on wall]
6. i have like 45 days left to final exams... excluding weekends... [continue banging head on wall]

oh man... or woman...
I HAVE TO STUDY......

oh oh oh...
yesterday i had cupcakes...
there was a bake sale cum charity sale on monday and tuesday... by the law society...
and there was cookies, cupcakes, brownies, 2nd hand clothes & earrings for sale...
well i did buy cookies...
but then i got distracted by another organisation who were selling cupcakes... i'm not sure if they were there legally or not... but they were definitely not from our uni... and dunno for charity or not...
anyways...
i bought their cupcakes... erm... delia please dont be angry...
and it was DELICIOUS...
photos ...

from left clockwise...
blueberry, chocolate something, fresh banana, vanilla coconut, chocolate almond, and chocolate chip...

then the all chocolates...


and the others...

hehe... i wasnt suppose to buy them coz the law society was also selling... but i just couldnt resist... it was rm 6.20 for all 6...
super cheap and good... oops... sorry again delia...
but the law society ones were like going for rm 3 for 1...
do the math people...
oh so satisfying...
long time no chocolate and cake liao... and this was in 1 shot...
~woohoo... ~happy...

hahaha...
okay...
i have crapped long enough...

Sad

hmm...
from this past few days i only have sad news...
which is...

1. remember my aunt - my mother's sister - who had lung cancer last year due to the water in her lungs or something... then the cancer was gone after chemo and everything - a miracle the doctor said... well... it relapse... meaning its back... although it was in the first place a high chance that it will be back but not so fast... like in 5 years or so...

2. then my other aunt 大母 - my father's eldest sister-in-law, his brother's wife - who has liver cancer just passed away this morning...

~ sigh ~

i have no idea what i am suppose to do...

this year i havent seen 大母 for chinese new year or the time when my family went back to sarawak and i didnt go back... so... dont really have any idea how was her condition...

and my other aunt... i just saw her yesterday... right after she went for check up in 6 months... she was told it relapsed... like straight away she had no strength already... just like when she was going through her chemotheraphy... last year... and did you know on sunday when i went out with my aunt and uncle and cousins... my aunt was like happy... energetic even... buying clothes for her daughter... then the next day after check up... straight away 180 degree turn...

ooo...

do i have to do anything...??? like anything at all...???
i mean other than pray for them... and their family...

haiz haiz......
this is so sad... in two days two different things happened... sad things...