It has been...

... way way way too long already.

The desire or want to blog just fizzled out when I just don't feel like doing anything. 
*sigh*

Anyways.
I am now waiting for my visa after a long long time. And if I received it by today, I will be leaving for Leeds, UK by next Monday. 
Crap-ness. So damn fast. 
I don't want to leave lah. 
I will be gone for about less than a year. BUT. If possible, maybe can stay on for another year or so or more. 

I haven't finished packing actually. 
Still have quite a few things to gather. 
Like, Bak Kut Teh packs, Tom Yum paste, and a few more stuffs.
And lots of things to be done.
Like, change my driver's licence to the compatible one, buy and install ORIGINAL Microsoft Windows, pack my stuffs more nicely, buy a camera, and whatever lah... oh, and RECEIVE MY VISA SO I CAN BOOK MY TICKET. 
Damn~


OH, and did you know? I banged a car on Wednesday after I went grocery shopping to cook pasta. 
!@#$%^&*
My father had to pay the old man for the repair of his right tail lights. 
Aargh~
I feel... 


Anyways.
I am way too full from lunch and will continue to wait for a call from ABX, the one who will be delivering my package of visa, if not, damn~ fear my wrath.

My Life WAS Fine...

... until it totally came crashing down.

I know my life isn't a bed of roses, but I was fine with it. 
I even enjoyed the occasional panic. Although I am suppose to be in almost full blown panic by now.
But then, it totally came crashing down in, like, a few freaking seconds. 
And it is all because of a person/persons who had nothing else better to do but complain and complain and complain.
GREAT.
The lecturer got fired.
And who knows what will happens to our final exams, which is happening in less than 2 weeks.   
1. Due to the firing of a lecturer, we have no idea if the exam paper will be changed. 
2. Obviously he won't be marking our paper, and as to the other lecturer, we don't know if the lecturer will be lenient or not. We don't even know the lecturer's marking style.
3. All hints given before will be deemed useless if they change the exam paper. 
DAMN. 
He gave us so so so so so much hints. I was so relying on it.
What was the point of complaining? And the firing at this point in time? Couldn't they tell him to leave after our exams is over and after he marked our papers? Does the university not know that we are stressed way over our heads?
*bangs head on wall*


*sighs*
Ok. 
It is now more or less out of my system now.
I just needed to vent my frustrations on something or someone.

Anyways, back to hitting the textbooks.
I need a 60%!!!!!!
Argh~


Ps> Shuk Yee and Jia Hui have counted the marks that I need to get for each question, to achieve my aim. It doesn't look easy.
DAMN~

CRAZINESS!!!

SERIOUSLY.

I think some people have nothing to do at all.
Living their lives to torment others who are younger and weaker than them, although the weaker part does not mean physically, but in terms of rank. 
Aaarrrrgggghhhhh!!
*going crazy*
I am not going to talk about it here, but if you know what I mean, then kudos to you, if not, go bang your head on the wall. I mean it
*laughs crazily*

Anyways, Jia Hui is coming back tomorrow instead of Wednesday, due to the problem above.
So, we should be going out tomorrow after classes, to accompany Serena to cut her hair, AGAIN. 
*sighs*
She says that her hair is long liao, SEMI-LONG. 
Now, what does that even mean when it is so freaking short, like not even until her shoulders, like hanging below her ears, but not just below, like still quite long, but SERIOUSLY, not long at all.   
*sighs speechless*


Moving on, 
There are so many movies to watch now. I wanna watch lah.
I still haven't watch Alice in Wonderland, some say its good while some say not. I have no opinions actually, but I won't mind. Ok, will watch when have time.
Then there is Clash of the Titans, which someone really RANDOMLY messaged me to say that we MUST watch.
Then, Salt, is it still coming out? I remembered the date out was supposed to be in March or something. It is the end of the month liao lah. 
Ok, then I don't know about other movies liao. 
Do NOT tell me to watch Avatar, I haven't watched it and I don't plan to. Err, blue people walking around and fight(?). NO THANKS.

And, now, I have been going to class on time, or earlier, and so, I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. But I, obviously, have to keep it up. If not, seriously, I should just go bang my head on the wall.
*sighs*
I am supposed to be in KK, NOW, but no, because of a letter that was sent to my house. 
*bangs head on wall*
So freaking obvious what the letter is about right?
YUP, it is because I have not gone to Company tutorial for the month of February, and so...
*bangs head on wall again*
Although, now, I am a bit GRATEFUL or THANKFUL, that I did not go back, if not the problem above would have been a lot worse, and I don't know what I will do. 

Anyways, gotta ciao now, because tomorrow I have Company tutorial at 8am, so, good night.  

Argh...

... my life, now, totally sucks.
I mean it, for real.

I still feel like banging my head on the wall.

But, there is always no point in harming myself. 
Right? ... Or not?
*sighs*

Anyways, Shuk Yee and Serena and I are going for McDonald's breakfast tomorrow at 10am.
Jia Hui went back to Bahau already, so it is just us three.
*giggles*
This is to celebrate? ... or...? 

I guess it is because we were hungry like 2 hours ago and we were commenting on facebook. 
So we have decided to go for breakfast together lo.
In terms of celebrating, well, I just finished my assignment and have Turnitin already.
But, it is 46%. 
Yup.
46%, but 39% is student papers, and the department couldn't adjust it because of some reason. 
So, I am thinking of just leaving it, if I am to edit it some more, then Turnitin again, I would have no idea how high the percentage will be. 
So, leaving it.

And, I guess I am celebrating.


But, now, at 2.11am, I should go to sleep. 

 

OMG!!!

why why why...
am i so dumb...???
haiz...

i just realised that my flight to sibu, sarawak is on SATURDAY when i keep thinking that it was on FRIDAY...
damn it...
i realised when my dad ask me what time my flight is arriving in sibu and i checked my itinerary and found out that it was SAT 13 FEB...
imagine my distress and whatever feelings one feel when wanting to bang head on the wall...
haiz...
what to do...
especially when classes for thursday and friday are canceled...

okay... i should stop wallowing in my distress and actually start my assignment...
OH NO~
okay...
i shall STOP NOW!!!